The Faces Of Lyme

These Stories are REAL people
with Lyme disease & coinfections

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For the non-lyme literate: Common Lyme abbreviations: abx=antibiotics  dx=diagnosed/diagnosis

MISSOURI

Beth Davis - Misdiagnosed many years. In 1978 I was told I had rhuematic fever and as a result now needed treated for juvenile arthritis, depression, emotional issues, fibromyalgia. Diagnosed with lyme 2001. I am told I may never have had rhuematic fever; having tick fever instead.

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Susan Kemp - I contacted my lyme bite in Clay county. I have heard from friends that they have a relative that is infected so there are many more people here then the statistics say. There is lyme in Missouri and I hope people read this and take the proper precautions with their loved ones. Of course I was misdiagnosed while my health spiraled downward, over and over again. I am at the bottom now and fighting my way back up thanks to a lot of people that stand up and call it like it is, if it were not for their on-line support I would not be on the road to recovery.

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Tamara Owens - I began my Lyme adventure in Topeka, Kansas, and I believe nine people were infected in 2003 in Kansas. I often wonder if moving to New England would benefit my medical process, but that seems a dream of Oz. I woke up July 5 about 5:30 a.m. Much to my surprise, I could not move my neck. It was not stiff or sore, but locked up completely. It took me thirty minutes to curl up, roll over and do a push-up in order to get out of bed. I drove immediately to the ER. The doctor decided I had torticolitis, the first misdiagnosis in a line of many. My neck did loosen up after about 3 days, but then things got worse. My left knee was swollen and tingling. I have had problems with my right knee since I was a teen, but never my left. I was sent to a Rheumatologist. I really got the impression from him that I was too mobile and too young to waste his time. So after a brief range of motion exam, he sent me on my way. By the end of July I began to feel assaulted by an invisible enemy. Within two weeks of the locking neck episode, I was faced with a numb and swollen right hand ring-finger, a left thumb that felt as though I hit it with a hammer, all of my muscles seemed to move into rigor mortis and my brain was on half capacity. A week after this I had to huff and puff and scream to work up enough adrenaline to get out of bed. It was simply too painful. After 3 days of that I started sleeping on the couch. While everyone else was busy running this test and that test, I was busy on the internet... EVERY day. I was scared. I searched for hours to match my symptoms to anything, a simple logical process that has since become a way of life. My Rheumatologist seemed offended that I gave him a list of possible offenders. He sent me for a spinal tap. My mobility started to fade. My knees would not bend normally, my right arm was only comfortable in a sling position by my side and no matter how hard I tried to use mind over matter, my body quickly told my mind that it did not matter. I stayed upright, but it was a painful fight to do so. I was now existing on Skelaxin and Neurontin. My primary doctor said the Neurontin was a seizure drug, but seemed to help nerve stem pain. I had to sign up for FMLA [family medical leave act – U.S. Dept. of Labor] at work. The attendance policy was very strict and I was about to lose my job. Between the appointments, fatigue, pain and medication, I was a shell of myself. The cut-back in hours was a cut-back in income. I had to move in with an ex-boyfriend to save money. My independence was checking out at the door with my health and mobility. August passed by with a litany of tests and supposition. The tests that were coming back “ok”. Nothing was wrong with me. I told them to keep testing. Finally, one day in early September, I asked the Rheumatologist to test me for Lyme disease. I think he laughed quietly to himself as he pompously questioned why I would think that. That it is “rare” in Kansas. I told him I was in the woods for many hours in June. He wanted me to produce my bulls-eye rash. I could not. I looked him in the eye and asked, “Do you know what IS wrong with me?” He could not answer affirmatively. The good news was the bad news and it was Lyme disease. He wanted to start a 21 day IV. It began on a Monday. The first few days I left the shunt in my arm, but soon grew tired of Saran wrapping my arm to shower. By the seventh day I just had them take the needle in and out. We went through diarrhea and improvement. I ate a lot of yogurt and the diarrhea became so bad after one week they took me off off the IV for two days. Then we started again. After 3 weeks, there was improvement. There was never full recovery to the pre-Lyme me, but I did gain more mobility. I was still in a lot of pain. My brain still did not function properly. I still lost my job, my home, my car, my sanity, my patience, my hope and my pride. I moved in with my birth mom. A year later I went to truck driving school and have tried to do that ever since. That year off was a blur of pain, alcohol and depression. I have filed a disability claim and am currently in appeal. I am too young and can do other things, that is what they tell me. I cannot stand very long, cannot sit very long, get tired easily, become confused easily. I can no longer multi- task. I have zero patience in a customer service situation — obviously, I was fired. Now I am living in and out of insurance, getting my medications most of the time, begging once more for a diagnosis. The worse part of it all is my sleep pattern has never recovered. I NEVER sleep more than two hours at a time. I wake up. Sometimes I stay awake and other times I go back in for another two hours. The sleep is never restorative. A year and a half ago I began to have problems breathing and developed pink lumps on my legs. This has been tested for many options, but no definite decisions. COPD and erythema nodosum is all “they” will commit to. Chronic fatigue, insomnia, confusion, frustration and when I wake up I have visual halos. The less I sleep, the larger the halos. I carry a bevy of medications to cover any emergency. I am doing research on herbs and supplements. I am seeking resolution and peace. I know there are thousands of us, and I am one of many. It offers consolation, but not help. It nearly destroys our hope. I often cannot even believe this is what my life has become. I have not given up completely, but I am doing everything I can to take care of myself. Ultimately we are our only defense. We may not get a fancy diagnosis, but we can experiment with things that bring relief in a stable way. I am not condoning or suggesting the use of any of my remedies because I am a work in progress. May we all find time to appreciate what we have and try not to give too much power to what we have lost.

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Charlie Scheuring - My name is Charlie, I am 6yrs old. My Mom and I have Lyme Disease and Babesiosis. We have been diagnosed for a year now. I am doing much better, I have had many problems. Being on the antibiotic protocol has really helped my symptoms and pain. I am happy I am getting better and I can go to school and play better now, I am not all better, but I am getting there. You know my mom wrote this, but I helped. I want to be counted! Not enough people or doctors believe I could have gotten this in my state. I was very lucky to get a good doctor to help me and a school that understand's why I feel the way I do due to my disease. I wish more people knew that LD is real and in Mo., I wish more doctors would believe and try harder to help people. I wish people would not keep getting misdiagnosed with other problems and meanwhile the LD get's much worse. I wish I could tell the world that this is so important, and too many people do not take it seriously. I also hope no other children or Moms and Dads have to suffer like we did.
Thank you for hearing my feeling's. Love Charlie and his parents

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Amy Whittington - Hello, My name is Amy. I was born and raised in Joplin, MO. For a couple of years I suffered from weakness in my left leg that made me limp. Last fall, the weakness became more profound and was accompanied by severe fatigue and vertigo. After being treated with antibiotics for a bladder infection, I developed numbness from the chest down, including forearems and hands, mental confusion, cognitive problems, bladder and bowel problems, heart arythmias, and a great deal of difficulty in standing or walking more than 15 minutes. A neurologist said she wanted to test me for MS, Lupus, and Lyme disease. Even though they found Lyme antibodies in my blood, she said she thought it was MS. I explained that I had a history of Lyme rashes. So, she got a disgusted look on her face and shook her head and then said she would order a lumber puncture, with strong emphasis on the word puncture. "If they find Lyme antibodies in your spinal fluid," she says, "I MIGHT give you 30 days worth of antibiotics, just to make MYSELF feel better. But I want you to start MS meds." She got 3 binders and literally "plopped" them down on a table next to me and said, "Here, research this. These are MS meds, find out which one you want to start the next time you come in." I got online and found a LLMD. I researched all three extensively and discovered that I had variations of Lyme rash since I was 5 years old. I also discovered the controversy and the unbelievable amount of ignorance surrounding the disease. The horrifying ignorance comes from the very people who we trust to know these things, Doctors. But what I have found are all kinds of people, including doctors, who are so complacent that they are more than willing to only accept knowledge that is spoon fed to them. Good thing I don't suffer from that condition. Since then, all three of my children have been diagnosed with Lyme/Master's. I don't know about the rest of MO, but I would be willing to bet southwest MO is endemic. Too many cases here of fibromyalgia, MS, and chronic fatigue syndrome....aka misdiagnosed Lyme.

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