The Faces Of Lyme

These Stories are REAL people
with Lyme disease & coinfections

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For the non-lyme literate: Common Lyme abbreviations: abx=antibiotics  dx=diagnosed/diagnosis

NORTH CAROLINA

Debbie Applegate - I have struggled with health issues including diagnoses of chronic fatigue, fibromyalgia and Meniere's Syndrome along with cognitive dysfunction and much more for many years. I really went into decline after my second child was born. I could not function as a normal person anymore. For years, I went to specialists in North Carolina and even down to Florida. Nothing seemed to help very much even when I sought help with alternative medicine after giving up on years of allopathic meds that were prescribed in an effort to relieve pain and help with sleep. Finally, about a year and a half ago, someone in a fibromyalgia support group recommended that I should seek help from a doctor who had helped them improve tremendously. This doctor was an infectious disease specialist in another state. One of the tests she ran was for Lyme disease. I came back a resounding and undeniable positive for Lyme disease by any scale. I started on oral antibiotic treatment and have had my first real relief and even some actual improvement for the first time in many years. My children who also had health issues from birth were tested and my second child was put on treatment as well. I apparently passed the Lyme to her in utero. She is 10 now. I thank God for this doctor who diagnosed me and my child. I am a living, breathing testimony that Lyme disease is real in North Carolina. We need more doctors who will open their minds and educate themselves about Lyme disease. I am also proof of how long a person can suffer and sit in countless doctor's offices and go without a proper diagnosis. If this had been caught earlier, my chances of recovery would have been greatly improved. After this many years of no correct diagnosis and a late treatment, my chances of being able to eradicate it are not nearly as good as they would have been if it had been caught earlier. Many late diagnosis patients like myself will have to have treatment the rest of their lives to keep this bacterium at bay.

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Wendy Harrell - In 2001, I moved to North Carolina to be able to hike and camp and mountain bike in the mountains like I had in the summers as a child. I was outside every chance I got, always active. When I couldn’t get out in the forests, I was at the Y taking spinning classes so I could ride my bike on more strenuous mountain trails. I practiced yoga 2-3 nights a week. I remember having many ticks on me over time, but never a bite or one attached. On April 1, 2003, I fell off of my bike and had pain and swelling in my ankle. The next day I woke up screaming with pain in my left shoulder. Later that day the pain migrated to my right shoulder. Over the next several months, I had pain in my hands frequently at night which woke me up. I slept poorly when I did sleep. I was exhausted. I gained weight and couldn’t exercise. I woke up with pain in my right knee. I was sent to the ER for x-rays-no break. At times my wrists were so swollen, I couldn’t bend them. I woke up one night and was unable to walk due to pain in my right hip. I went to my family doctor the next day. I had a rash on my hip, extreme fatigue, insomnia, joint pain, low grade fevers, difficulty concentrating, back pain, sore throat, chronic cough, metallic taste. It was suggested that I seek psychiatric help, I was told I was extremely anxious, I was given anti-inflammatory drugs, and at my insistence referred to a rheumatologist. I was diagnosed with polymyalgia rheumatica and given a variety of medications. The joint pains worsened and became incapacitating. I developed Reynaud’s Syndrome and lost feeling in my fingers and feet some of the time. I was always cold. My fatigue worsened. I slept little. I found a doctor near home who would treat me with antibiotics. I was put on IVs for 10 days and given supplements and dietary changes. I took oral antibiotics as well. My eyes were bothered by light and I was seeing floaters. I was forgetful, confused and had a hard time working. My doctor suggested a western blot to test for lyme. He ran the test through Quest labs and it came back with several bands positive. I decided I should see a “Lyme Literate” doctor. I administered twice daily IV antibiotics at home for the 28 days that my insurance would pay. I improved by the end of the 28 days of IV treatment; I thought that I should have done more, but couldn’t afford to. I think and hope that the brain fog, memory and vision problems have resolved. I continued to have joint pain and have since been put on a TNF blocker to stop the joint erosion that has occurred. I now have very little joint pain unless I forget to take the meds. I am always wondering what I would be like if that first doctor almost three years ago had diagnosed lyme or at least looked at the rash on my hip and suggested a test. Would I have “Chronic Lyme” today?

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Jesse Hughes - Long story short, it took 15 years to find a doctor who knew what was wrong with me. So now I have chronic Lyme. Permanently disabled from too much nerve damage and cognitive symptoms. I've been sick since my mid-20's. Been to many doctors over the years who ran every test they could dream of just to get an "I just don't know" from them. I struggled with being able to function good enough to work, drive, etc. Some doctors said I was crazy, tried to put me on anti-depression drugs because they didn't believe me. I would refuse and leave that doctor forever. Finally got a clinical diagnosis for Chronic Lyme last year (age 41). My doctor was run out of the state by the stupid state medical board. I'm still receiving IV antibiotics. I can't safely drive, and have lost my job and insurance (which wasn't helping anyway). I know I have nerve damage and who knows what else. I am disabled and don't know if that will ever change.

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Charlene Humble - I am a 49 year old with this disease and I have already lost my husband to it and it still took me 5 years to get a doctor to help me. God Bless the doctors who will help us even in the face of the stupid CDC of N.C. We need help with insurance and really some understanding also would be nice. Love to all those in need and I pray for us all.

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Karen Lilly - My illness began with an outbreak of hives. They covered me from head to toe. I went to my DR who placed me on steroids but the rash persisted. I saw dermatologist, allergist, immunologist and with each visit I came out with a different med and cause. I began feeling fatigued and achy. My joints were swelling and I had trouble walking. This went on for about 14 months and many Dr visits. One morning I woke up with an intense headache. I looked over at my clock and could not see it. I sat up and realized I could see out of my right eye but nothing out of my left. Next a referral to an opthalmologist. neurologist and an MRI. The diagnosis optic neuritis suspected MS due to lesions on the brain. I had a spinal tap. Three weeks passed with no word on my results and the headaches continued to rage. I soon found I was losing use of the right side of my body. I was terrified. One night the headaches became so intense I went back to the hospital. Another spinal tap showed an increase in my cerebral pressure. The ED doctor happen to look up my last spinal tap results and found that for the past three weeks I had been suffering from meningitis. I called my neurologist who then referred me to an infectious disease Dr. in my area who is also Lyme Literate. I tested + for Lyme and began IV therapy. Three PICC lines, insurance battles and 3-1/2 years later I still suffer the affects of Lyme but I feel I am on the road to recovery. I am no longer in a wheelchair. I CAN WALK. My memory is still foggy but far better than before. For those of you who are still in the midst of treatment and herxing...stay the course. There is a light at the end of the tunnel and you will get better. I may never function at the level I did prior to the illness but I have hope thanks to my Lyme Dr and the Lord.

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Terri Holtzclaw-Reiser
- I contracted what I know now is Lyme in the early 80's near Greenville, NC. I went through the first medical trip I have ever been on. Zillions of tests...flunked ONE, the visual pattern test used for MS. The neuro didn't tell me he suspected MS, and that's good as I may have given up at that point. He just told me something was wrong. I plowed on for another 15 years or so, got my graduate degree, teaching certificate and went to Germany for 4 years to teach (where I picked up the European strain!!) I had to resign my great job due to medical reasons, constant respiratory infections, walking pneumonia, chronic coughing, panic attacks that disabled me (literally) and an inability to handle any type of work-even a phone call. When I came home to the US with my then-husband, I got pregnant. I felt awful all through the pregnancy and my daughter nearly died at birth. She is and always has been the picture of health. She has congenital Lyme. I continued to go down hill, felt it was all stress, got dx with CFIDS, FM, Sinus disease, etc. All the while being tested (Elisa) and (local labs W Blot.)..six negatives. Finally my md put me on antibiotics for 8 months. I felt much better and could do daily chores, narcolepsy and balance were better. When I came off the meds, I crashed hard, had hallucinations, and he immediately put me back on meds and sent me to the LLMD in MA. I lived on Cape Cod at the time. He tested me thru BBI--I had 11 bands...I got well for a while but had to go on to another LLMD who would check me for the coinfections thru IGenix, MDL and Bowen, showed all coinfections present. Babesia was bringing me to the verge of Parkinson's and again deep fear, but IV and oral and IM antibiotics got me well. That took three years non-stop of meds. Then I got on a good maintenance program and decided to move back home to NC, as we had seen an LLMD down here who said he would continue to treat me and my daughter. Well, that did not happen. It was horrid. Sad but more common place story here, all my hopes and health. There is hope, you can get better, but you have to find a relentless and courageous doc, I credit my life to Dr. B and now to one of his cohorts. Never give up. My current maintenance is 4 days IV, weekly IM shot, daily oral antibiotic, and vitamin IV, oral supplements. Stress reduction, faith, hope, and contact with other Lymies...and boards like this where people tell it like it is.

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J Rogers - I have been sick most of my life, my parents took me to several doctors and found nothing. I worked about 20 years after getting my BS which took five years. I was lucky that I got the degree. It was a hard through school and working, but the pain and lack of endurance caused me to stop work. I worked 5 to 10 years past what I should and put myself through a lot of pain. I was in my 40's before finding out I had Lyme. Both of my parents have had a western Blot and and would be considered positive by the CDC but they need one ore band on the IgG and IgM. The weak bands that they have are enough to tell me that they are positive or at least need more testing. They do not want to do additional testing now. They both have some signs of Lyme and have been diagnosed with other illness. I would not wish this on anyone. Not working has improved my quality of life, but if I do too much the pain returns to levels as it was while I was working. My doctor could not control the pain and I still work. Three pain meds combined were not enough. I wish everyone a much better life than I have had, it is better now but not where it should be.

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Anonymous
- I am 37. I have had lyme 6 years. It took doctors 2 years to diagnose me correctly although I diagnosed myself on google.com the first day I got sick. My life has changed forever. I had to quit my job and am supported by my partner. Managing this disease is all-consuming and costly.


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M Singleton - In July of 2004 I came home from visiting my family in Ohio and discovered a quarter-sized raised red spot on my leg. Within 3 days the spot spread and grew to approximately 8 inches. I seriously doubted I had Lyme but since I wasn't sure when I would be able to get an appointment with the family physician I took a photo of the rash in case it disappeared before I could see the doctor. The day I saw the doctor he gave me a prescription but told me not to take any medication until I had symptoms. Within 2 weeks I had a dry cough and was feeling sick in a way I couldn't describe. When the medication was gone I started to feel sick again. My list of symptoms grew but the blood tests were negative and the doctor only reluctantly agreed to ok another refill of amoxicillin. Once again I scheduled an appointment, but this time the doctor was busy, so his NP saw me. She left the room after I described my returning symptoms. When she returned she told me the doctor suggested I see someone at the Infectious Disease facility. I knew he was washing his hands of me but I was relieved. The experts would be familiar with Lyme and would surely help me. After all, I had the photo, I'd been to Ohio, and if that wasn't enough perhaps the fact that I had worked in the field of veterinary medicine for over 15 years would tip the scale in favor of at least considering Lyme. After several evasive phone calls to the infectious disease facility I was shocked to be told they would not see me because the referral letter from my doctor indicated I was only interested in getting more antibiotics. This was my lowest point. I had just recently moved to N.C. and I had no idea where to go for help. I felt so very, very sick. But God was with me and a special person lead me to a new doctor, and as this new doctor listened to me cautiously describing my symptoms, she leaned toward me and said, "First let me say, I am so very, very sorry for what you have been through." This doctor has been my life saver. I have been terribly discouraged but when, as she aptly put it , I have been "ready to put my head in the oven" she has bolstered my resolve and together we have continued the fight. I am not cured, but I am better. And I will keep fighting. For myself and for others. My doctor is a blessing. She is not too proud or self-righteous to refuse research information, and she has even traveled out of state to attend a Lyme conference to help me. When I am well, I will have only her and God to thank. Thank you for letting me acknowledge this special person.

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Nancy Zukowski - I have Morgellons Disease. This is a condition associated with Chronic Lyme. It is sad that so little is know about the condition, because the suffering is quite diverse. It's great to know there are organizations out there we can reach out & touch so easily. Thank you for the support.

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