The Faces Of Lyme

These Stories are REAL people
with Lyme disease & coinfections

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For the non-lyme literate: Common Lyme abbreviations: abx=antibiotics  dx=diagnosed/diagnosis

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Julie Antenucci - I got Lyme and 4 co-infections in March, 2003 while living in Frederick Co., Maryland. I was 9 months pregnant and was bitten by an adult deer tick just above my navel. My ob/gyn would not deliver my baby and he lived under a bull's-eye rash for a week before an ultrasound doctor insisted he be delivered immediately. I got the standard 4 weeks amoxicillin and so did my baby. We both still test positive for Lyme 3 years later. I have been through the gamut of symptoms but my little boy has happily been nearly symptom-free. For me, the disease started with hip weakness which prevented me from walking. I then developed flu-like symptoms, sweats, vertigo, and joint pain. Every doctor I turned to for help told me I had conversion disorder because I had a history of postpartum depression. They thought I was looking for attention, trying to get out of taking care of my children, etc. Mind you, I already had 2 boys that I had been taking care of just fine for 5 years prior to getting Lyme, the oldest of which has Down syndrome and autism! The illness forced me to leave my job, wait 2.5 years to get disability, move to my home state of New York so my family could watch my children, and nearly caused my husband and me to divorce. We still carry tremendous stress to this day as I am still not well despite the help of an excellent Lyme specialist. Today my symptoms consist of forgetfulness, seizures, painfully swollen and curled up hands, joint pain, limping, hoarseness and slow speech, searing headaches and backaches, exhaustion, chest pain, nystagmus, depression, paranoia, and alienation. I recently went to the ER with low potassium levels - I was spiraling towards death. I believe I will die from this disease some day. All the doctors around here think I'm just a nut and even told the paramedics they were "angry" I was coming back to the ER yet again. I've watched my hopes and dreams fade away, and my faith has been tested to the limit. I won't give up, though, for my kids. They need me and I need them.

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Barbara Eylers
- I was bitten in 1993, had bulls eye, given antibiotics. In 2003 I had pain in hand, had to wear brace, had 21 day infusion of antibiotics, I felt better, but very tired. In July 2005 had high fever twice. I decided to see a doctor in Rhinebeck, N.Y. He started a series of vitamins, minerals and herbs. I took this for 6 months. I now take a pack of 5 pills in the AM and PM. I feel 90% better. He also had many blood tests taken to see what else was wrong; he has treated me for thyroid as it was not functioning properly. I am so grateful to him.

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Grace Ferguson
- I became ill in 2001. Doctor said I had a virus and was depressed. Finally found doctor who did testing and referred me to an LLMD doctor who is trying to get me better.

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Wild Condor - Share in the amazing true story of WildCondor's 14 year fight with Lyme Disease. Learn how to fight chronic infection with a killer attitude and fierce determination. See  WILDCONDOR.COM for the full story!

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Ann Kretzschmar - I am so distraut over my little 3 year old grandson.  He was diagnosed with Lyme after we discovered a severely swollen right knee / 5.2 test results.  He is not himself, yet the pediatrician said the 30 day 2 a day antibiodic (Amoxicillian)should cure him.  He sweats during his naps and wakes up soaking wet.  He complains of his leg hurting his arm hurting.  Others say he may be making this up--I think not.  At 3 your honestly and innocence is one of your gifts. Where to go, what to do.  His mother is guilt ridden thinking she somehow should of noticed this evil tick.  They live in Columbia County down in the Hudson Area, one of the highest rated tick areas. I hope in this progressive world of ours where we can transmit just about anything over the internet and go to the moon, somewhere someone can come up with a cure for this terrible disease. I am on the internet daily trying to find something to help my Grandson and his Mama to alleviate the torture they must endure.  The not knowing if this will affect him throughout his life and just praying to God to take it from him and hoping that it is a mistake and he really doesn't have this disease after all. Thanks for listening --- I feel better writing this even to this computer - even if no one else reads it. So much for nature and enjoying the outdoors---:-(

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William Moody
- I was treated for Lyme Disease with IV antibiotics when I was 11 years old. Although I never had a positive test result. After 1 month of treatment I was back on my feet again, I was confined to a wheel chair, and over the past 5 years was in fairly good health. I did have some bouts with joint pains. In November 2005, my legs collapsed from under me and I was in severe pain in my legs and shoulders. My lymph nodes were swollen in my groin and under my arms. We figured the Lymes was back and I would need treatment again. After going to the hospital and having several tests and Lyme test, all came back negative, they told me it was psychosomatic and I did not have Lyme disease. Since than I have been to psychiatrists that say my condition is medical and the medical doctors say it is mental. I am now in a wheel chair again. I have little feeling in my left leg and limited feeling in my right leg. My groin area is swollen most all the time with a lot of pain there. I was taken to a doctor in CT. who had a test for Lyme done at IGenex lab and it came back positive, but he cannot order the antibiotic because we live in NY. He did put me on Zithro though and there is a slight improvement in my joint pain. I also had a herxing event while on the Zithro. I was put in a hot tub hoping that it would help with my joint pain and when I got out of the tub I felt like I was going to pass out, I couldn't even hold my head up,  and was rushed to the hospital. I had no reflexes in my legs. I really don't even remember much about that night, my grandmother told me what happened. No one could figure out what was wrong with me. They did a spinal tap and it was normal. My grandmother went on the internet and found out that it was called herxing. The Lyme bacteria reacts to very hot conditions and "fights back". Proving to me I must have Lyme disease! The NY doctor say that positive test only proves that I was exposed to Lyme Disease. We are now searching for a reputable doctor in NY that will give me the IV antibiotic.

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Valerie Primavera
- I have had Lyme disease since 1993. I was diagnosed after 8 months of being sick and seeing multiple doctors without diagnosis. After a spinal tap I was finally diagnosed with lyme and treated with IVs. I was better in two weeks and went about my life only to find out that this disease would become a relapsing nightmare. Over the last 12 years I have been on many different antibiotics had many ups and downs and have struggled greatly. I was forced to quit my job in 2000 and as of now can only work part time. This disease can be devastating and debilitating and destroys lives. It is not at all easy to cure and extremely difficult to diagnose. It is an epidemic that needs national attention immediately to raise awareness to the much needed research and education!

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Cathy W - No one believes me that I am sick. Finally my phycopharmacoligist read my blood test - I had 3 titers (bands) not enough for other doctors to give me a diagnosis. I was bit by a tick about 5 years ago. I went to my regular doctor with the rash, she gave me salve and said it was nothing to worry about. The rash got bigger, the salve had no affect. It finally went away, but I still have a residual mark on my shin, dark although very light. When I take the antibiotics which I have been on for just about a year I get so very sick. My bones hurt from the inside out. When I go to sleep at night I hurt all over, sometimes even the sheets hurt when they touch me. Forget physical touch, what once felt nice now it is very painful. Who is going to do something about this terrible disease. I was told that penicillin would do the trick - but no one will give it to me. I am just frustrated. I have not worked full time in over a year since my very bad outbreak in 2005. I have my own business too - no disability - I am afraid.

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Victoria Wilcox - I was first diagnosed with Lyme Disease in June 2005. I had the typical bulls eye rash but still managed to get misdiagnosed because the ER doctor believed it was only an infected hair follicle. I was only diagnosed when I had a seziure on a missions trip a few weeks later, which led to extensive testing. The infectious disease doctor put me on antibiotics for a few weeks, and with my mom fighting for me to get more antibiotics, I started to feel better. Then at the beginning of my sophomore school year (Fall 2006) I was feeling off, and as the school year progressed I started to get ear infections and eye infections back to back. Then I started feeling like I was missing half of my classes that I was going to, due to little seizures I was experiencing that were making my brain completely stop functioning. On December 4th I had a seizure in school and I passed out. The nurses got me into a wheelchair, but they couldn't keep me conscious the whole ride to the nurse's office. I was rushed to the ER by ambulance. After a few weeks of testing the cardiologist asked if we had considered re-testing for Lyme Disease or going to another doctor. With that we said yes we had considered Lyme Disease, but we had not considered another doctor. He then referred us to the pediatric Lyme specialist Dr. J in Connecticut. When we called him he did a phone evaluation. Meanwhile, I had been taken out of school and my life had become completely flipped. When the doctor heard my story and symptoms, he diagnosed me with Lyme Disease and meningitis of the brain and ordered some extensive brain tests.They put me on new antibiotics and hoped that I would respond to them. At this point I had donated around 90 vials of blood to "operation-figure-out-what-is-wrong-with-Victoria". I started getting even sicker and I was getting so sick that I was just thinking that it would be a lot easier to just give up at this point. The doctor called this a herxhimer reaction and he said that it was because the spirochetes were exploding and sending toxins through my body. So it was good and I guess this makes the saying things have to get worse before they get better come into hand a lot easier. Then as I was showing no more progress within a few weeks after Christmas Doctor J fit us into his schedule sooner than planned. The doctor was pushing around to feel where my tender points were and it was basically every where he pushed. I was in extreme pain and at some points I couldn't sleep because of a low grade fever. On June 4th, 2007 I had another seziure. This was the first seizure I had while on antibiotics, and it was by far the worst. I collapsed in school and I was taken by ambulance to our local ER. The doctors there were baffled with my condition and had no idea what to do with me, so they decided to send me to NYC to Columbia Presbyterian Children's Hospital which happens to be right next door to the Lyme Disease Association's brand-new Lyme Disease Research Center. Unfortunately for us, I was not at the Research Center. I was in the Children's Hospital, where the doctors were not Lyme Literate and they led me to believe I was going crazy. I was so frustrated with the whole situation all I could do was cry. I just didn't understand how these doctors who claimed to be so good at what they do be so naive to how I was feeling. They just didn't understand. Although I can't remember all of that week until Friday I do remember how frustrated I was Friday. By then they had taken me off my antibotics and told my parents that I didn't have Lyme Disease anymore and that I was supposed to go to therapy and with that and thinking good thoughts I would be better. Unfortunately for me that's not the case and just thinking happy thoughts at this point won't get me better although thinking happy thoughts with antibotics will. We got discharged and I came home from there. Then the 13th of July I got my picc line and I have being treated by that lately. Hopefully the picc line will be the answer and be what we needed although things haven't gotten better yet. All I can say now is that I have a ton of faith in God and slowly I am going to get better. It's a long process but, it's a process I have to go through to become the girl I once was. I also have learned that no matter what others tell you if you continue to believe in yourself you can reach any goal you want to. As a wise man once said the greatest revenge is to accomplish what others say you cannot. Since I had been extremely sick this past winter, my friend Sarah and I had noticed that people really didn't know all that much about Lyme Disease (Sarah included!). So we decided we wanted to start a Lyme Disease Awareness walk in our area and potentially have the walk go national. As our event gains more public knowledge, it's even more noticable how many people really have no idea of what Lyme can do to a person. Hopefully our Lyme Disease Walk will create awareness in our community, and if nothing else, spread knowledge that may help someone else out who is in the same situation Victoria was.

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Cathy Wild
- Just about 4 years ago I was doing a lot of camping in Ct.  I noticed one day a rash on my shin, but no bulls eye.  I went to my GP and was given an ointment to put on the rash, but it kept getting bigger and bigger.  During that time until now - I have become ill. I was told by that GP that I did not have enough titers.  I have yet to have a doctor to confirm the lyme disease because here on Long Island  Finally, I showed the blood test results to my shrink and with all the depression and with all my other symptoms he agreed with me.  I am taking antibiotics once a day now since August. I don't really feel any better, but can get up out of bed and do menial tasks.  I am scared, and feel as if I am invisible. 

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